I just stopped crying.
Just couldnt stop thinking of my dog.
I had so many horrible thoughts of her today.
I kept seeing her in a coffin.
And i wanted to cry so badly during that time.
Now, every time i blink or close my eyes,
I see her eyes.
Remember the way she looked at me whenever i was sad.
Think i'll post the poem i wrote about her.
Her name is Chocolate.
Chocolate
Whenever i was sad,You would always cuddle up to me.
And keep me company.
Whenever i came home from school,
You would always come running to greet me.
Whenever i have a bad day,
You would look at me with those beautiful eyes.
And put a smile on my face.
You're like another sister to me,
I just dont know what to do now without you.
I feel a big piece of my heart has just been ripped out.
Stolen and kept for ransom.
I pray you'll come back to me safely.
But i would never do anything to hurt you.
Just breaks my heart into another million pieces.
Over and over and over.
Everytime i cry,
You'd lick the tears i've cried.
I know u dont want me to cry.
Right now,
At this moment.
I'm crying my heart out,
Trying to keep the pain inside,
Its just too hard!
No matter how angry and sad i am,
No matter how hard i punish myself.
I just wish none of this would happen,
To cause me to lose You.
I Love You,I Love You,I Love You.
