...in a man's life, there are two important dates : his birth and his death. Everything we do in between is not very important. -Jacques Brel
Have you ever wondered why people enjoy, watching the Sun rise and set? Have you ever wondered why people hate, when the sun is at noon and blazing at you?
Ever wonder why people love when it rains, in the afternoon and not in the morning and evening?
Its because people hate the afternoons when the sun is up and awake. People love it when the Sun is waking up and falling asleep.
Did anyone care that the Sun helps our trees and plants grow? Only the farmers did. Everyone else kept cursing the Sun.
Is the world really that selfish? Yes.
Narcissism what better way to die, than on the day you were born. birthdays mean so much to everyone, why can't i feel the same way? its because everyone is so selfish, they keep wanting you to give more, and they never return the favour. they never think you would be hurt, they never think you would mind. they just keep taking you for granted. and you start to wonder, is that how my life will be? will no one really care if i died, will they only care, because they have to do things on their own now? love, love never brings hurt to anyone. its the world that makes things complicated. its the lack of commitment in relationships. its the selfishness from people... to gain something, you have to give up something else. to always give something to others, the only return, is hurt and tears. the thoughts of suicide, the thoughts of murder, the thoughts of regret. and you ask yourself yet again, why me, what have i done to deserve this. and you pretend God is listening, so you shout, why me! you run to the beach and shout it, thinking he would hear it. you kneel down on the sand, crying your heart out. suffocating, drowning in sorrow. does anyone listen? does anyone care? my dreams, dashed... my heart...... you sigh under your breath. die, die, die, die, die, die, die... why won't someone kill me, why won't God kill me. everyone hurts me, but why don't they just kill me instead... that is all you say to yourself...
