Wherever u are Chocolate, i love u. I just pray you're doing fine. I really miss u. All the moments we shared, will always be remembered. Its been nearly 2 weeks. And im already missing u so much. So worried about u.
Whenever i was sad, u would always cuddle up to me. And keep me company. Whenever i came home from school, You would always come running to greet me. Whenever i have a bad day, You would look at me with those beautiful eyes. And put a smile on my face. You're like another sister to me, I just dont know what to do now without you. I feel a big piece of my heart has just been ripped out. Stolen and kept for ransom. I pray you'll come back to me safely. Just like the upcoming movie Hearty Paws. But i would never do anything to hurt you. Every commercial for that movie, Just breaks my heart into another million pieces. Over and over and over. Everytime i cry, You'd lick the tears i've cried. I know u dont want me to cry. Right now, At this moment. I'm crying my heart out, Trying to keep the pain inside, Its just too hard! No matter how angry and sad i am, No matter how hard i punish myself. I just wish none of this would happen, To cause me to lose u. I love u, I love u, I love u.
Gerald left a note at 12:36 AM
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Monday, March 05, 2007
Today's horoscope for Sagittarius!!! Quite cool actually.
It says:
Someone may try to persuade you to go off in a different direction today but you should stay the course. Love is in the stars and a commitment can be made but, keep in mind that once you put yourself on the line, you must stand by your word.
AND THAT I SHALL DO! LOL! I'm full of crap today. Oh yea! I wrote something today. With a little stuff taken from my friend's poem, i wrote my own. :P Let's just say he helped. LOL!
My heart never felt so sad before, Till the moment you walked out that door. As you were the one, That showed me a new world. I will treasure you, Like the first and last JEWEL. I have confessed with my heart, The love I have for you. I have expressed it with words, The undying will to be with you. My love has let you down before, This time it shall not drown. For every star you see at night, Lies a prayer that one day...you will be mine. The smile on your face, So divine. It lights up my life, Like the sun above all skies.
Gerald left a note at 6:35 PM
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
Hmmmm, cant really think straight now. I'll just put in the scriptures. lol
Oh yah. I WATCHED ROCKY LAST NIGHT!!!! It was good, but the older Rocky movies were better.
Behold, how good and how pleasant it is For brethren to dwell together in unity! Psalm 133:1 It is like the dew of Hermon, Descending upon the mountains of Zion; For there the LORD commanded the blessing—Life forevermore. Psalm 133:3 Jesus spoke these words, lifted up His eyes to heaven, and said: “Father, the hour has come. Glorify Your Son, that Your Son also may glorify You, John 17:1 I have glorified You on the earth. I have finished the work which You have given Me to do. John 17:4 20 “I do not pray for these alone, but also for those who will believe in Me through their word; 21 that they all may be one, as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You; that they also may be one in Us, that the world may believe that You sent Me. 22 And the glory which You gave Me I have given them, that they may be one just as We are one: 23 I in them, and You in Me; that they may be made perfect in one, and that the world may know that You have sent Me, and have loved them as You have loved Me. John 17:20-23 For where two or three are gathered together in My name, I am there in the midst of them.” Matthew 18:20 But when He saw the multitudes, He was moved with compassion for them, because they were weary and scattered, like sheep having no shepherd. Matthew 9:36 And the LORD said, “Indeed the people are one and they all have one language, and this is what they begin to do; now nothing that they propose to do will be withheld from them. Genesis 11:6
