I dumped her... Why? Frustrations. U can say im taking the easy way out. But i guess we're both worried bout next year. Cos she's got O's and i got second year of ITE. For my first year of ITE i barely have enough time to go out with friends and train for my gaming tournaments. And ever since out quarrel 2 days ago. I've been thinking alot about the relationship. And frankly, my feelings sorta changed a little. The love is still there, i just don't love her enough anymore to continue. I guess im having problems adapting to her way of life and the relationship. I can't believe i did it, and let her go and all. But i've just been real confused lately and i've been selfish like she said. What i think is, this is best for me. But im sure she's probly really really hurt so...if anyone wants to like scold me and all. Please do so, i deserve it. But if i didn't do it now, it would probly happen next year when we both get too busy. And one of us loses feelings for the other party.
I'm sorry Chelsea. I'm apologising cos i know i've done wrong. And if u wanna scold me cos i'm saying sorry to u still. Go ahead.
Other than this topic, i guess life has been kinda fun. Getting on the straits times newspaper and all with my clan. Had fun last night watching Night At The Museum, GREAT MOVIE! Worth the money. And after the movie, had 2 hours of team fortress. Haha.
Gerald left a note at 2:00 AM
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Hmm, im at Chelsea's place. Gonna meet her parents soon. Wonder what their gonna ask me. LOL. Oh yea, i watched Eragon with Chelsea just now. Its a great movie! I WANT A DRAGON TOO!!!
Chelsea's dog is damn cute. So quiet. Unlike mine, which goes barking into everyone's ear. I gotta use her internet cos my mom, being her clumsy self. Broke the internet power cable. And now i can't play games online, chat online, which makes my life boring. Cos i gotta wait for Chelsea to lemme call her.
Oh, and im BROKE! DONATIONS PLS! Her parents aren't back yet. I'm NERVOUS!!!! What if her dad kills me??? He's a policeman~~!!
Fantasies, Dreams, Love, Friendship. Memories, remain as a scar. Deep, inside one's heart. Time, waits for no one. Lives, get ripped apart.
Gerald left a note at 6:01 PM
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Monday, December 04, 2006
Just got back from Taipei bout an hour ago. The gaming tournament was really good. Although they cramped everything into a SINGLE DAY. It was good. We nearly lost first place to the Aussies but, well, let's just thank god we won. :) Currently, me and my teammates are top in Singapore AND in ASIA! It was really cold there, luckily i remembered to bring my sweater. It had a penguin picture on it. LOL. When i wore it i went around walking like a penguin.
OH! And in Taipei, its like...there are millions of scooters everywhere! The air was abit...polluted but at least i didn't faint. Kept thinkin bout Chelsea though. Although i just met her. Sorta find this connection between the both of us, just kept thinking bout her.
I'm damn excited and all i'm waiting for now, is... MY EXAMS TO BE OVER, THE LAPTOP FOR GETTING 1ST PLACE! and....Chelsea to be ready. :D
